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Tuesday, September 4, 2007, 1:09 AM
Mom's cooking Chicken Rendang for the feast and I hope that would perk me up. Basically, I'm feeling so down like really in a sad mood. Nurra's like giving me death note or something and she said she dont want us to involve in small fights. As soon as she told me, my eyes started to be teary and now i'm wondering whether I'm the faulty one. And last night, my dream was rather heartbreaking which was Issha left me without saying goodbye and as soon as I woke up, I burst into tears. Okay, that's my weakness. Let's talk about dreams since Mom's busy cooking for the kenduri and I've nothing better to do. Not long ago,which was yesterday,I had an afternoon nap. Okay that's so random. But the thing was my dream was rather mean. I dreamt that I'm a very mean person. I like this guy who's also my friend in real life. So, I broke up with my boyfriend and went for him. On this particular day, I was smoking with one of my friend and Mr Ricky saw us so he ran for us.I then went to the canteen and that "crush" of mine was there.I hid near his seat and I acted as like a sick girl crying for help saying that I have stomach cramps. He then came to me and holded my hands. He walked me to the toilet while holding hands,you know. He waited for me outside the ladies and then we're off to the backgate,still holding hands and...... I was woken up by brother's knock on the door. My heart's thumping and I kept saying "Did I just dream about him?" Okay, that's very lame. But ages ago, not so ages ago, months ago, okay much better. I dreamt about my ex got knocked down by a lorry of my eyes. I for myself cried in the dream and as soon as I woke up, I found myself in tears.
I hate those dreams eh. I want a dream where I'm a princess and a dragon kidnaps me and my prince save me from the mighty dragon and he carries me all day long or maybe I want a dream where I marry a super-mighty-really-really rich billionaire and I can have a big-big house,private jets, few maids,walking wadrobe every room, and spas,saunas,swimming pool and a Ferrari. Okay,that's sooo not gonna happen.