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Saturday, December 29, 2007, 12:32 AM
I want to make my 2007 memories here.2007, it was the stealing moment. My mistake was I was too caught up in the past that i've yet to look onto my future. I never knew 2007 can be such a bitch. Or maybe it was such a bitch for me to learn the real meaning of life. Or maybe I should let go. Let go of something that I dont really want to.
I've let that bitch take my love away.
I've let sex drift my closest ones.
I've let sluts take my goodfriends away.
I've let my mischief take my parent's trust away.
I've let my misjudgeness take my second love away.
I've let misery,my men-like egoism attitude take my old bubby me away.
I've let everything go away so slowly without making an effort to change all these shits. That was how I realised how bad I were. If I really want something, I should have make an effort to have it on my own.But I didn't. I just stand there and nothing were done. Pity-ing myself for being in such position was no use. I didn't realise people whom I may/not know are much worser in their conditions until it knocked into my senses. That was how I realise I'm self-centred.
I'm shortening my post. For god's sake, i wrote alot for the previous one.I finally stayed strong, it was one painful moment for me.To have endured all the negatives things they talked behind me. How embarassing it was to be dumped and all that I don't know where to put my face.But then, friends. They were the one who helped me. Encouragements,support, silly jokes were the cure.Even it didnt last long. I felt like I rather be with and get into relationships with my friends, rather than with guys. ahhahahahaahaha. And yeaaah, I was a sexist. Okay, that's a little-beetle bit okay. But knowing more guys and mixing around with the Dickies helps. Likeee, umm I believe not all guys are the same.
And hugs, by the time I reach school, I am hoping for Nadzirah's morning hug. So warrrrm, and also Eeqa's, Issha's & Ica's. But Naz will come back on the 8th and start the school LATE. People in school suffering, she can still enjoy-enjoy in India. Bahahaha. Goddamn, I can't wait for schooool. Eventhou it's turning into a jail. =/
And oh, what's your resolution?
My resolution is to to be happy despite any obstacles I face.
And to make good use of time with friends, families and also widen my social circle.
HAVE A HAPPY NEW YEAR!
MAY YOU HAVE A FRESH START AHEAD! (:
Labels: I suddenly miss Nadzirah's big hugs.