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Sunday, December 30, 2007, 9:11 AM
Yes you told me, how much you have done for me. And all those things. You only brought up the past. The past that I've been keeping deep inside my heart. Maybe I was young and immature that time (that was because I had my puberty late,damn!) You tell me now, if you keep on bringing the past, will the past help the relationship to progress further?If I say I never loved you before,that would be a lie. Though it was a year ago, it still run into my mind. Once you said,you love me after our break-up. But then, you were still jollying yourself with tons of girls. If I left you for Syahir, that is really absurd. He stole my heart with his kindness,caring attitude and his silly jokes even though my relationship with him didnt last long. But I never ever say you didnt, you made me laugh at times, you made me feel touched at times and you made me cry so hard for you. You tell me now, if you keep on making me cry, how are we supposed to stay longer? How much tears should I shed for you? One day, my love towards you would turn into hatred. Do you really want that to happen?
I never really wanted to bring up the past, especially about my ex whom I've not been contacting for so long. But you,even though we broke up, we did contact each other right. We still asked about each other's condition. We did that, please dont deny it. I dont really have a bad memory system.
I think I told you before, once I made up my mind I would never turn back. That's exactly what I'm doing now. Knowing that how fucking hard-headed I am, you should really understand me. And oh, please dont tell your friends that I left you for another guy, because that's untrue.
And one thing, remember what I texted to you after our arguement?
Phat: Why did you keep on making me cry eventhou we're not together?
You : Because u still love me.
I swear that was the dumbiest answer ever. That's so crap.
I cried not because I still love you but I cried because you kept on hurting me with your words.