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Saturday, June 14, 2008, 1:40 PM
It's 4.30 am now and I'm still awake. That shows how good my pair of eyes is. ^^Pardon me if I were to update my blog irregularly, pretty much busy nowadays. I'm trying my best to lose some weight and gain my stamina back. I'm quite lazy and always munch on junk foods. That's the best yet unhealthy and fat. Life's been quite good, parents are okay now. Maybe it was just a moment of anger that pushed them to say it. But I'm quite fine now, really fine. Still, I still have these insecurity. I'm backing off from any open relationships or whatever it is now. I just realised that my life is not cut out to be someone's girlfriend or even worse, a replacement. I still have long way to go and don't say that I'm anti relationship. This is just what I think. But the bad thing is the more I try to avoid him, the more he gets closer to me. Of course, I do try my best to get rid of him but even my sarcasm didn't work. I'm not really a straight forward person, my bad. I'd feel bad if if I were to tell him the truth. Any tips guys?
Schooltime is drawing nearer and I just got to know that there are homeworks. Oh bloody hell, this is what I hate about holidays. Teachers can never give peace to students. Let's start to protest, alright? Ok no, please. I'm just joking. I'm trying my best to stop enjoying this week, actually I don't, but to start cracking my head on solving the problems. School is coming, and I know I said that earlier. But my fucking point is I hate it when it comes to school. I know everybody does, but I hate it when it comes to mundane life. Having to wake up at 5.45 am, iron the uniform, get onto bus 8 with packed people, listen to teachers' naggings and also the study programme. It's just the same thing everyday, almost everyday. I'm so sick of that. I wish I was born earlier. MAMA!!!
It's 5 am now, and i took about 30 minutes to update. Very bad blogger. I might be going for a jog at 6 around my neighbourhood. Time to get started baby. Plus I forgot to tell you, this might be random but the lift upgrading infront of my house are done now. I'm very happy, because at last there are no more noises, no more foreign workers staring at me outside my house and also mess. All done, I bet you lazy ass people would be happy if you guys visit my house for Hari Raya. LAZY BUM! I'm going to a wedding, I reallyyy really hate weddings. I'm going to my dad's bestfriend's daughter's wedding and got to know that one of the hantarans for the groom is actually a PSP. Wow,very modern now. I sound like aunty-aunty. Yikes. Start doing your revisions now. HAHA, I'm imagining myself being a teacher, tolerating 43 monkeys in my class.
Good Morning People! (: