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Saturday, February 28, 2009, 7:21 AM
I miss the times when we would make fool of ourselves, laughing away like nobody's business, doing the silly poses when taking picture in class. I miss the times where we'd sit together to do our usual things, gossip and talk about boys. I miss the times when we sneaked food inside our bag and ate it during lesson. I miss the times when we shared our biggest secrets about our crush. I miss the times when we poured out our feelings and cry on one's shoulders. But it all happened too fast. Now, we've parted our ways. We're like no longer sworn sisters. Each of us has our own friends. And the worst thing ever- we can never click after that.
As I started to browse our photos taken together, these flashbacks ran into my mind and I smiled because of the fun we had. But this smile faded away, and it was all left with tears rolling down the cheeks and a sudden total breakdown.
I then questioned myself, was it my fault, your fault or maybe Fate's fault? I then argued with myself, that this was actually my fault. My fault, for not spending time with you. For rejecting you every time you asked me out. For doing many wrongs to you. For not confronting you and sort things out nicely so that we wouldn't have ended up like this- Being strangers.
Karma has finally come in my life. The loved ones left me one by one. And when at times I need you the most, I know I can't, because we're no longer close.
I miss you and I hope you know who am I referring to..
and i hope any readers out there, it could be my friends or any anonymous bloghoppers, learn a valuable lesson from this post.
-Treasure your friends and accept them for who they are.
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