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Wednesday, April 8, 2009, 1:58 AM
Knowing that you actually kept our photo taken together beside your bed makes me cry even more. I could not help feeling guilty for not spending your last moment together with me.
If only I knew you were going to leave the world anytime soon.
Where do I go w/o you? Mom is bitter too. I wish I could turn back the hands of time. I wish I could..
I'll miss your Assam Pedas, Rendang,Ayam Kicap and mostly, I'll miss sleeping on your lap.
I am so sorry Nek, I miss you terribly.
-Edit/-
I am feeling much better, after Hanisah and few of my friends comforted me. You guys are right, God loves her more. By mourning her death won't do any good. She won't be coming back, neither does she will be happy to see us continue our life in despair. Thank you loves. After the funeral, the whole family headed home with the glum look on their faces.
Nisah then asked me out to buy her necessities e.g shaving cream, lip moisturiser and few etc. Hehehe, she's so cute. I also got myself Darlie Whitening Toothpaste. My teeth is beginning to stain like a smoker, and me don't like it. Nisah treated me Strawberry Milk Tea, and we continued our mini shopping and went home.
Oh yes, fcuk yes, I'm having Malay Oral tomorrow. I have no mood to talk to anyone, except Hanisah lah, but seriously I don't really have the mood to voice out my feelings. Urgh, I hate it.