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Friday, May 15, 2009, 8:52 PM
I've been thinking about this lately. Of all the things we've been through, I realised it was useless for me to hang on because you are you now. You can't be the one whom I expected you to be. I wish we could turn back the hands of time. I wish we could, because the memories were so fond back then. It wasn't your fault, I was too hard on myself. I kept pinning high hopes on you, I kept reminding myself of you. I know you don't want that because that would hurt me even more.
I told myself to stop thinking of you, I told myself to start avoiding you, but I couldn't. I was too dependent on you, so are you. I did try to avoid you, in every way I could, but I realised, in the end, I keep running back to you.
This is the biggest challenge for me- having to forget you. But I'll try. I'll never give up, because I am the strongest girl you've ever met, just like what you've mentioned to me last time.
Let's sing Sway by the Perishers again, with me.
-Edit/-
Urgh, I'm hating Saturdays even more. I hate weddings, I hate aunties especially those who don't act like their own age. Urgh, easily said, I hate everything about weddings. I hate this morning too. I only managed to sleep for 2 pathetic hours. Yes, from 3 am till 5am. The bellring woke me up, it was my brother. That one is another one. And I had 2 weird dreams. Hate weird dreams as well.
Alright, going for a night jog alone. Goodnight.
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